Hi, I'm Nikki.
I'm seventeen and I live in Texas.
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  • 4rianagrande:

    i hope u find someone that mindlessly plays with your hands and lightly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and i hope that u feel like you’re home when u look at them

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    theyreoutofcontrol:

    Interviewer: “so where do you see yourself in five years?”
    Me: “I’m shaking hands with Dumbledore I’ve won the house cup”

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    My brother killed himself
    on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
    and I missed four days of work
    and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
    My brother
    he was always a fan of beauty
    but what he did
    was not beautiful at all.

    And last week I got the news
    that one of my good friends from high school
    had overdosed
    (again)
    except this time
    she’d gone too far
    and now she was gone.
    And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
    and her mother
    hugged me tight
    and thanked me for coming to the service
    but I did not
    want to be there at all.
    This is not
    beautiful.

    The girl down the street
    would’ve turned 21 last year
    and I can scarcely imagine
    the wild times she would’ve
    (should’ve)
    had.
    But she is buried six feet deep
    after falling nearly 300
    and she did not leave a note.
    This is not
    beautiful.

    My freshman year of college
    and my roommate was beautiful
    and how I wanted to be just like her.
    But she wore herself down
    till she was
    almost invisible
    and if you blinked
    you had to go and find her all over again.
    So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
    but are paying her hospital bills
    watching their daughter crumble.
    This is not
    beautiful.

    So y’all can take your narcissistic
    romanticizing
    and glamorizing
    of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
    and shove them as far up your ass
    as you possibly can.
    Starvation is not beautiful.
    Killing yourself is not beautiful.
    Sadness
    is not beautiful.
    This note I am writing
    is not beautiful.

    But you
    you are beautiful
    and it’s about damn time you start believing it.

    - (via runiqu)

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    tattookink:

    when you at a family event and somebody say ‘all the boys gone be chasing after you’

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    baileybasketcase:

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    schmorgyborgy:

    I put my cat in a sweater

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    oh. my. GOD.

    this is important

    (via preciousliam)

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